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05 February 2014 @ 03:24 am
Temporal Changes  
I'm often tempted by my emotions. At heart, I'm an emotive person. I gravitate toward drama and enjoy it to some degree.

I try to remember an adage I made for myself though.
Whatever I feel today may not be what I feel tomorrow.
What affects me and upsets me at the present may not be a concern to me in a year.
The person you think you love and need today may not be that person next week.

It's hard for me because I consider myself a bit of a knowitall. I think too much and I've got this whole "perceiving" thing going on. Yeah, I can see into forever. So what. I can't do anything about anything. That makes me feel helpless sometimes. I know so much, but I can't do anything. It's hard for me to let anything be organic. It's hard for me to let go of anything because I try so hard to hold onto it. I suffocate it.

I need to let my feelings go.
I need to let people go.
People will not last forever; neither do feelings.

If I could just remember that, I would do better.
chisels: batfreakchisels on February 8th, 2014 09:40 am (UTC)
"I need to let my feelings go.
I need to let people go."
Yep me too :P